
Today was a big day for Kyle and me. He took the afternoon off of work so that he could come to the doctor with me, and I'm so glad he was able to come. First, I had to go to a prenatal testing appt to do a non-stress test on the baby and to have a quick ultrasound to check Evie's position and amniotic fluid levels. The non-stress test was uneventful, which is good. Evie's heartrate stayed on a good pattern, and I showed two very small contractions during the 20 minute time frame. Yay! Next, the nurse confirmed what Kyle and I had been hoping for all week. Our little bambino turned head down! Next, she checked the fluid levels, and said that I measured at 8.6 cm, which is just slightly lower than what they'd like. Doctors prefer that you stay within the 10-20 cm. range. The nurse assured me that I don't need to worry because doctors don't really get concerned until you drop under 5 cms. Plus, since I'm full term, an induction wouldn't be dangerous anyway.
Next, I had to meet with pre-op, despite that fact that I now know that I won't be having a scheduled c-section. It's hospital policy that all women meet with pre-op so that they can prepare for epidurals or spinals. After all, birth can be so unpredictable.
Lastly, I met with Dr. Hamilton, my OB. She checked me and told me that my cervix was still high, tight, and closed. UGH! She halfway joked that Evie just isn't getting the memo that it's time to come out. Because my c-section is off the table now, we had a discussion about how long we were comfortable letting me go until she had to intervene anyway, and we settled on Wednesday 9/28 at 10 am. If I have showed no progress at that point, it will be a c-section anyway. If I have showed some progress, she will be able to give me pitocin to try to get my contractions moving well enough to progress labor.
Honestly, I have mixed feeling about today. Obviously, I'm thrilled about the possibility of having the unmedicated vaginal birth that I've always wanted. However, I'm slightly concerned about complications arising from my low fluid levels. I'm also more and more scared of stillbirth risks as I get further along in my pregnancy. I think I'm just feeling the anxiety about having come so far down this healing road. I'm scared that the rug is going to be pulled out from under me at any moment. On the car ride home, I tried to remind myself of something that I need to hold closely to my heart. The pregnancy has been absolutely filled with challlenges of all sorts - and God has beat every single one! I have to stop limiting Him in my mind.
Be in prayer for my family and me as we take this journey together. We are so close to holding Evie in our arms! God willing, sooner rather than later...